Deanie

In December 2019 I lost my best friend, my sister to breast cancer.  

Words cannot express how painful and hard it has been losing you. I still struggle with the knowledge that you are no longer a hug or phone call away.

There is not a day that goes by that I don’t think of you. They say time heals all wounds... but this is just too deep. 

You fought so hard for another day and I draw upon your strength, your fierce determination. 

Let me say that being your sister is the greatest blessing life has offered me. There is no one I would’ve rather grown up and shared this life with. 

Our lives haven't always been perfect we have had some hard spots in life but I can't remember a single one that we faced alone.

I never thanked you enough. For being there, for listening, for your unconditional love. Thank you for letting me vent. Thank you for making me an aunt and sharing your children with me. Thank you for being you. 

I miss our late night conversations. Your advice, silly Facebook comments... I miss you asking, “Where are you now?” I miss you sharing pics of your grandchildren, grand puppies... your family is/was your greatest pride. 

I am proud we are a soul family. I know that we will have more life experiences. I just was hoping for more time in this one. I know you, mom, Ray are waiting for me.... on the old heated fishing dock. I can’t wait. 

I will live each day in honor and remembrance of you.